Personally, I've spent a pretty decent amount of time in ambulances. Blood transfusions, pneumonia, anaphylactic shock, all the good stuff. Paramedics have this magical aura about them. Every paramedic I've ever had in an ambulance has been a man and it's always been a very personable guy. I can get that kind of vibe from Jeff Ennis. He seems personable and he seems like somebody that would have been able to calm a 12 year old me down as I get stabbed with IV's.
Ennis' main anecdote is about a bit of a puzzle piece of a patient. A paramedic only has so much time to figure out how to treat a patient and what a proper diagnosis is. Ennis states that he thinks that the damage that went to this young man's brain was too much and that he probably couldn't have been saved. However, Ennis seems to be at peace with this. He says the man had healthy organs that could save 7 other lives. He states that this kind of thinking allows him to sleep at night.
As a lifeguard, I can't imagine this kind of pressure. The worst EPA I've ever had I was completely alone. A 70 year old man was in the steam room and he suddenly hunched over and couldn't talk. I ran into the room and as a 15 year old I was pretty much clueless on what to do. I thought it was a stroke but I didn't really know. I thought about how I was supposed to ask him to smile or to raise his arm, right? Did I get that right on the test? Was that even for a stroke? I ran back to the guard room, grabbed a bucket (in case he vomited) pulled the emergency button grabbed more First Aid supplies. What the hell was I supposed to do? Why the hell did I think to grab a bucket and not get him some water? I called 911 and grabbed all the paperwork I didn't really know how to fill out and tried to calmly explain the situation.
Finally, my manager came out. She asked all the questions I didn't know how to ask and did all the medical things I didn't know how to do. I can't imagine having this kind of panic every day and it amazes me that Ennis still has such a positive spirit.
Food for thought...
Do you think Ennis is able to keep a positive spirit because he only gets the first sight of patients? Kind of like he gets to assess and do what he can and then pass the patient on to the trauma center? Maybe he feels a different kind of stress than the doctors do.